[Sunken in, Florida]
I feel like I’m drowning. Glug. I need to find away to express myself. ADHD. Focus. Lack there of. I don’t feel tethered to anything. Poetry. For instance, I can get a good two poems out. Followed by complete blankness. Not a mental block. The impatience to sit and write.
What I want is focus. FOCUS. I want to be able to just give myself to something. Impossible. Piano? Well… Dust. Book? Scratched it. Find. A. Way.
Thats what I’ll do.
I’ll Find a way. Only one way to do it. keep my head up. Center my thoughts. And let loose all at once.